Have you ever misplaced something and eventually stopped searching for
it? – like when you are looking for a pen and suddenly you are unable to locate
it on your study table or the time that you realized that your only scrunchie
is missing after you have rifled through your bag for the nth time. I suppose
this is not a rare case, for all and sundry this became an endless cycle of
mishaps where we lose things and despite of all sorts of searching and
cleaning, we ended up losing hope instead and decided to just cease trying.
Whatever the reason behind all these holdbacks, may I encourage you that
the search need not to be over. Especially if you believe that it is truly
worth finding. Let us be frank, Life does not come with a treasure map, which
we can use to find way to the triumphs in life. It does not come with a URL
where you can use google to search for you and find information about it. No
matter how many programming classes you take, you can never crack the codes of
your life. Hate to say this but there are no shortcuts.
The way I see it, feeling lost is your instinct telling you that you are
not where you should be. Likewise, it means you are meant for something more,
if not, at least, meant for something else. It may not be a direction or guiding
principle explicitly telling you the criterion of having a well-lived life, rather
it is the beginning of your awareness of what you truly deserve.
As I am writing this, I began to contemplate on things that I stopped
searching - whether it is something that I was so sure that I am well-suited for
it; or a friendship that became dormant after not being able to retain constant
communication; maybe a dream that I have convinced myself is no longer worth
chasing or a passion I already agreed that it is not meant for me. I began to
understand that not everything I lose is a lost and that not all of them needs to
be recovered – I would either just replace it or adjust to the fact that I am
totally fine without them and move on.
So, if you are feeling lost keep moving forward and discovering more about
life and yourself. Because honestly, none of us are actually lost – just not in the
right place yet.